Happiness

As the saying goes, "Happiness is the perfume you
cannot put on others without getting a few drops on
yourself." Happiness is not felt without getting it.
Talking about the reasons for happiness, small and
young hearts (children) can find their happiness in
a chocolate. Meanwhile, fulfillment of their whims
and desires, and their desires and their success,
triumph in their ambitions are the reasons that make
teenagers find their lives worth living and for elderly
people. They get profound happiness as a share from
their family members.
Happiness has no limitations, no walls. Nor does
it have a specific reason to beam. Happiness is all
about how and in which we explore our smile, a
genuine smile. Some towering personalities have
quoted, "Happiness is what you can give, not what
you can gain" whereas some brains claim happiness
to be in optimism.
As the collection of thousand drops of water form a
river as many puzzles form a picture, life is a rainbow
of different colors i.e. many small moments. Every
moment is worth living and in our life we come
across different colors. But the sad fact is that life
is short and we make it still shorter by the careless
waste of time.
So, in those all tough situations, smile is the strongest
and most powerful weapon. Let's never stop smiling
by planting the life that showers us with lessons and
Joy.

We are Educated Fools

If a student obeys the teachers’ instructions at
School, he may be bullied by his friends. If he
Stands sincerely on the line waiting for his turn, he
is pushed from behind. If someone picks up litter
and throws into the litter box, that scene becomes
the cause of roar of laughter around there. We go
to schools, colleges or whatever institutes we find
to receive education, we call ourselves wise people,
but our activities of today are not different from
those of a fool.
Human intelligence is worth appreciating observing
what humans have done from Stone Age to modem
age. The invention of fire was a mesmerizing
demonstration of human intelligence. The period of
90’s made numerous scientific discoveries and the
present era is applying those discoveries to unlock
the boundless mysteries of the world. This is called
development. and the pace of it is being accelerated
day by day. It is a matter of pride taking about human intelligence,
but on the other side there lies the bitter truth that
human civilization is degrading every day. Schools
and colleges are set up saying that one can go there
and receive education. They guarantee to quality
education. They teach Maths. English, Science,
Dance and Music. But no school of today teaches
human or moral values and civilization.
People dream of reaching the top of the world. They
gather certificates, get degrees and live in vain
that they achieved their dreams. Such dreams keep
them away from trying to achieve something really
great. Great people were those who found out the
real value of human life. But we are merely going
to schools, colleges, universities and becoming the
educated fools.

We learn various things through our books;
memories them and write down those things on
exam papers but are never ready to write them being
based on our practical life. Not only that, today we
write those things on exam papers, and tomorrow
we delete them from our mind. This is the so called
education we are receiving today. All those things
written are centered on one thing. We humans have
come much higher from the Stone Age but the
higher we are rising, the more we are falling. So
let’s not fool ourselves thinking we are always the
superior ones. If we are to be superior, we should
have the qualities accordingly. Let’s not make our
degradation engulf our human civilization. Let’s
be what we are (humans) and let’s not be just the
educated fools of today’s generation.

Sardar Milkha Singh

Sardar Milkha Singh is the greatest living Sikh
athlete whose story is one of the guts and glories.
Born in a family of modest means,joining the army
and then discovering the penchant for running and
winning is his life in summation. He deservingly
got an epithet named ‘Flying Sikh’ from Pakistan
General Ayub Khan. Till date up to 2000 Sydney
Olympics the ‘Flying Sikh’ is the only one to have
broken Olympic record.
The man, who won 77 of the 80 races he ran, donated
all his treasures to the nation. The country where
great sports persons are few and far between even
does not have the single picture of Milkha Singh in
its gallery. But Milkha Singh's achievement can do
without such testimony. Though it was a hard uphill
climb for the refugee from Muzaffagarh in West
Pakistan, Milkha Singh did what he was born for.
Milkha Singh said that his training was so intense
that he would often vomit blood and would collapse
in exhaustion. He was an extraordinary person what
his coach says to him, ‘Discipline is what you have
to become a world class player,’ says Milkha. The
greatest disappointment which haunts Milkha Singh
even after forty years is the Olympics at Rome 1960.
After clocking a world record 45.8 seconds in 400
metres preliminary in France. Milkha lived up to his dreams. 
The Sikh went on winning Gold medals for his country
Decades after he hung up his running shoes one thing is for sure the
Flying Sikh still stands tall. lnspired hy his life story. a film named 'Bhaag
Milkha Bhaag' was made for his tribute towards
the country. Milkha Singh is born once in many
generations. Let us hope such Milkha Singh to be
born in every family who are ready to die when their
flag stands tall weaving high in the world's name.
Milkha says, ‘Life is like a race. The faster you run,
the harder there is the chance of losing but cases
may be there you may lose but at least at the end
of the day you will say goodnight to it saying l did
my best and dream of for the coming days. Milkha
says that will power and determination are required
to make a person successful. He will always remain
immortal in the history of inspiring all the present
generations and teach them a beautiful lesson that
the other meaning of life is struggle.

College Life

My elder brother always used to tell me that college life is the most enjoyable stage of life. So from my childhood I always used to dream about my college life. I always used to wait that time and count the years of being in the college level. Finally the time came. I also graduated SLC and after the entrance exam, with lots of enthusiasm of enjoyment and excitement I entered the gate of GBS to start my college life. I was a hostel student. So I directly went to hostel and met my new friends. Some parents were crying. The reason was that their children were going to stay in the hostel for the first time. But in the eyes of their children and other friends I could see the same excitement in my eyes. I thought that they were also thinking of the same thing as I was. I was too much excited to go to the classroom. The next day I went to my class wearing a school uniform. I was so much happy to see many new faces which I had never seen before. They were as excited as l was. Time passed by and I realized that our college life was so much busy. just opposite to what my brother had said. We had no time to roam here and there as we used to do in our school days. I realized that if we studied science in college life, it would make us busy in our life in such a way that we would have no time to involve in other unnecessary activities. But I observe that college students are so much degraded these days They are involved in unwanted activities and spoiling their whole life themselves. This is because they have free time. They have to study only few hours and the rest of the time they are free. In the beginning I used to regret studying science. I felt studying science was just a burden to my life. But now I have realized that I was right to study science. If we study science, it will make us laborious. It will help us to be a successful person one day. Likewise, science has many branches.
So studying science in Plus 2 level we can go to any of the fields of our own choice.

Poem

Fallen from the stairs
You need the right hope
To climb Mount Everest
You necessitate the rope of wishes
Succeeding in near future.
To bum the candle
You need the right hope
Trust and faith in the middle
With the cave of your heart
Having the feeling of optimism
To handle the sorrow of people
And to guide their way.
That would be your spirit
If you have the hope
Neither the sun nor the rain disturbs
Awarding higher slope.
Try to tackle the problem
And to face the reality
You need the right hope
For your own benefit and rationality

Are Females Really weak?

The voyage of discovery lies not in finding new
landscapes but in having new eyes. Nature has not
created humans to dominate one another. She has
given each one of us our own abilities to show what
we are capable of. It is not about either a female
or a male. It's our vision how we see the world,
Numerically, the female population exceeds male
population globally. It is a fact that number exceeds
alone. Those people who need someone weaker
around them to feel themselves only say that females
are weak. In this case, they are the weak males. It is
said that ‘If you race with a rat, you will still be a rat
even if you win but if you race with a lion, you will
still be a lion even if you lose.’ One should always
compare oneself with someone who is stronger than
him or her and dare to struggle to achieve their own
success.
If you draw two columns of showing male vs female,
surely the fifty percent will be in favor of the female
and another fifty percent will go for the male. Let me
clear the doubts physically, emotionally and socially.
A woman is like a tea bag you never know how
strong she is until she gets in hot water. Men claim
themselves as strong physically and mentally. Well,
women are also strong and determined. We can take
the examples of many great female personalities
such as Marie Curie, Mother Teresa, Florence
Nightingale, Anuradha Koirala, Puspa Basnet etc. 
If théy had not been strong enough to challenge the world, 
they would have left crying at some comers in this big world.
In case of emotions, all have emotions. The
difference is that a male just stuffs them in because
they are not taught what to do with them. But female
knows how to express and control them. If a female
tries to do a great thing and if she fails in it, her
failure still is like a challenge to others. Nothing is
impossible to a willing heart. A woman is like a full
circle. Within her is the power to create nature and
transform it. Female is strong mentally as well. She
is such a strong creature that she gives birth to a new
life. Mentally, some are weak and some are strong.
Therefore, in each and every field female is not that
weak. It's one's perspective how they judge it. She is
really strong and she should not be underestimated
in any possible way.

An Imagination

I wake up and look around. My wife is not there.
Horrified, I dial her number but it's switched off. I
go to my children's bedroom but they are not there.
The level of fear increases inside me. I go to my in-
laws’ room but they are not there either. I lose my
control. I do not know what to do or where to go. I
check the time and at 6 a.m. I feel suffocated. I feel
like crying but I do not think it as the best solution.
The neighbors are not yet out. Slow thoughts start to
enter in my mind. My wife, as an ACP had many
rivals who had tried to kill him before too. So had
they been kidnapped? Or, had they been  No, I
control my emotions. I go to my house and check all
the rooms. But I get disappointed. Suddenly I hear
the doorbell ring. Now I start to shiver. I run to my
room. The doorbell keeps ringing. I crash all the
antiques and the things around me. I curse my
fate. I know that they are here to kill me. Suddenly
I hear footsteps. Every step means to decrease
the distance between me and my death. I close m
eyes and start to pray. The door opens and at once
I hear ‘Happy Birthday to you‘. I look up and find
my family members, all Well and secure. I then only
realize that it's 8th January which was my birthday.

The Nothing People

They don't lie; they just neglect to tell the truth.
They don't take; they simply cannot bring themselves to give
They don't steal; they scavenge
They Will not rock the boat but have you ever seen them pull the oar?
They will not pull down; they'll simply let you pull them up.
They don't hate you; they merely cannot love you.
They are the nothing people, the sins-of-commission folk, the neither-good-nor-bad
and therefore-worse.
Because the good one at least keeps busy trying.
And the bad tries just as hard.
that comes from caring, action and conviction.
So, give me every time an honest sinner, or even a saint.
But, God and Satan get together and protect me from the nothing people

Being a Human

The humans are said to be the most creative and
master animals of the world. We are the social
animals. We should not be happy with whatever
status we are in. We should refine ourselves. We
should develop the feeling of help, love and care to
be given to the needy people. We should not show
our anger to anyone.
We students must be polite to all people. If we are
angry with our respected teachers, it will be regarded
as a crime. First, we will lose the strength of learning
just because of anger. Then people start doubting the
good future of ours. Our part of personality will be
stronger if we understand this kind of bitter truth.
We should help the poor and those who are forced to
beg. Help and positive feeling towards are thought
to be necessary for human beings. We should not be
selfish at all. We should keep in mind that selfishness
leads to sorrow and service leads to satisfaction.
Therefore, in order to be satisfied as human beings
at least, we should aim for service. We should start
to form this good habit of helping needing people
from our student life. We must know that giving
something good today is getting something good
tomorrow. 
Getting science and technology does not mean that
humans have to be selfish. Actually the application
of such things to the lives of human beings and the
rest of the living beings is expected. We should not
wage war or fight at any cost. Ultimately War or fight
results in doubt, worry and jealousy. These things
should not be the destination of human beings.

Everything has got its beauty, but not everyone sees it

Life is full of beauty but it depends upon one whether
to enjoy its beauty or just ignore it. To achieve
anything in life it needs great dedication and will
pour and it is also the same case with our real life.
You should be self-motivated to rejoice the beauty
of your own life by finding happiness in small things
that should include your daily works and also try to
see the beauty of smiling faces, smell the rain and
feel the wind. For this, making our satisfaction level
low is a must that does not mean you should not
aim high but it means whatever your result comes
you should accept it, thinking to do much better in
future. Therefore, in the context of the whole world,
if this kind of mentality is developed in every person,
and especially in the teenagers, then the youngsters
would no more be losing their precious lives and
their families would easily be away from grief.
Though you can't change the past but right from
today, start seeing beauty in every small thing with a
positive feeling and yes, please do not forget to add
a finishing touch to it with a lovely smile on your
face which would not only lighten your world but
also the ones around you. So, the moment around
you to find something good and beautiful in others,
you find yourself the happiest one and free.

Don't make yourself Hate women

I am not biased but women are the most crucial
portion of the world. Mothers, sisters, colleagues,
can you imagine the life without them? It would
be the universe full of messy, aggressive and
ego-maniacal running the world, trying to outdo each
other for no particular reason. The world would like
socks on the floor and nothing to eat in the fridge.
The entertainment industry would die. Who wants
to watch movies without actresses? Kids would be
neglected and tum out to be drug addicts. As women
make a family, family makes a home and homes
make a society, women are the basic unit of society.
I can list out many immediate criteria where Women
are dominated but I want to prevent a headache.
Still, I am waiting for the day when no one will be
able to write a single word on this topic. I repeat that
I am very biased.
Do not ill-treat us because we will always respect
you and your thoughts.
P.S. Do not hate me for this, before that think for
your mom because of whom you exist.

Technological Advancement

Technology has advanced to such an extent that we
cannot imagine human life without it. Technology
has become a part of tightly woven fabric of modem
life. Technology is the practical implemention 
of science which is the world of imaginations. It
continuously strives to make the lives of people
easier and more comfortable in this modern era,
Someone has said it very well, “Necessity is the
mother of creation.” It is our necessity that brought
such an unimaginable advancement in technology.
Technological advancement has perhaps elevated
the human society to a higher level. But despite
the fact that technological advancement has made
our lives more comfortable, there are still many
threats posed by the advancement in technology in
our daily lives. It can even decide the fate of human
civilization on earth. On the other hand, it can allow
human civilization to surpass the boundaries of
nature as well. To unleash the secrets of the universe
the key in our hand is technology and how we use
the key will determine the merits and demerits or
pros and cons of technological advancements.
Today we are using technology in almost any work.
We can work out our heads and limbs doing our daily
works. But why do we need technology in every
step of our life? Does that mean we are dependent
on machines invented by us? Does it symbolize that
we are the slaves to machines? Many people pose
such questions because they believe that technology
has made human mind passive. Many of them even
come up with a rather silly logic. They fancy that the
less the use of our body and mind is, the more the
threats to our existence are. It is because the survival
organ of human beings is brain and its disuse may
eventually lead to our extinction.
Some even believe that intelligence
through technological development may lead to dominance of the
world by machines. This belief is rather seen to
be influenced by modern science fictions like the
‘time Machine’, ‘Transformers’ and other many
literary works. However, we need to acknowledge
these thoughts as well and when we come to think
of it, it may even be possible With such drastic
development in the world of science and technology,
new and powerful machines keep appearing every
day. At some point in future, humans may ever lose
control over such machines.
Contrastingly it is wise to assume that sticking only
to machines is like being a slave to them. Technology
is more of a boon than a curse. Sure, there are some
convincing global issues that suggest technology
has drifted mankind and society far away from the
natural phenomena and the law of nature. But it is
again something that technology can change. If we
think in a new way, perhaps we can use the same
advancement in technology to sustain the natural
beauty and save up the natural resources for our
future generations to come without comprising our
present necessities.
So, we may come up with a conclusion that technology
is just what we can think of to make the world a better
place. It is a result of our imaginative and creative
skills. We should make use of our skills but we should
not misuse it. Then technological advancement that
has brought light in our lives even in the darkest
of nights can be ranked as a boon to uplift human
condition and evolve to a new peaceful era.

First love

It was neither in a rainy day under a tree nor was it
under the stars in a lovely night. It was in the most
romantic place, ‘the Principal's office' that I fell in
love for the very first time. Love at first sight, this is
how I would describe it. Though my love grew on his
first sight, it intrigued me then and does even now.
Our Principal, Mrs. Suzuki called me and my friend
Sumnima at her office. You have never been to my
school. If you ever had, you would have known how
frightened we were. The only time she calls someone
to her ofiice is when she has 'SYTT= Scold You to
Tears’ or counsel which is quite boring.
Fortunately, she called us to pick up our library books
for this year. That was when I saw him, sitting there
with that drop dead gorgeous and mysterious look.
He took my breath away. Mrs. Suzuki told us to take
him to our class. I took him with me along with the
books. He would be staying with us the whole year.
I just couldn't believe my luck. That time, what I
thought was that luck was really on my side.
Whenever he was with me I just stared and kept
on staring. I opened him up with and learned
everything I could do about him. He was an orphan
and had faced many difficulties in his life. He was
nonetheless positive towards life. I pitied him at first
but then respected him for what he was no matter
what life threw at him. At first I liked him for
his face then loved him for his beautiful heart.
It was the most magical and memorable period
of my life. Every girl in our class fancied him but
I never felt jealous because I knew he would love
me in my mind.

He taught me more than any human could. I learned
to enjoy little things. The whole story of my life
changed and I knew that he was my teenage dream.
I would want him to be an inseparable pan of my
life for the upcoming thousand years, if life would
go on till then. I learned 7 different parts of him but
in my mind he is only one and I love him for all
he is. Even though I'm not with him now, his smell
of old papers still lingers in my memory. The year
ended and I had to leave the school but the memory
of all the time spent with him still remains fresh.
That's when I had to leave the ‘Harry Potter Series‘,
my first love. He is still in the class waiting for me
to turn his soft pages and here I am thinking about
him .... ..- Anjila Shrestha

Nature of Female

Wow! The world is so beautiful. Everything in this
world has been created by God so wonderfully. 
I do appreciate the thought of God who created the
creatures. Female is also the creation of God. She is
the ocean of love. Her presence embellishes all the
creatures of the world, not only the male. She lives
her life just for others. She pretends to be happy. She
never gets chances to enjoy for her own cause. She
tries to hide her pain and suffering.
The personality of the female is multidimensional.
First she appears as a responsible daughter. If she has
her brother/s, she is treated as a pampered or loving
sister. Then if she marries, she should play the role of
a trustworthy wife. If she marries a male, she turns
up as a dutiful mother. She acts as an instructor as
well. All this is her complex nature.
Everybody accepts that a female has got indescribable
kinds of roles in her family. One avoidable thing that
has arisen these days is that she has been dominated
by the male community. She is so much kind and
forgiving that she tries to forget all the silly acts of
the male. It appears that the more she is dominated, the
more she is ready enough to help the male. Still she
is not trusted that much. She trusts people so easily
but she gets deceived in return for that. It looks like
she epitomizes love, faith, sympathy, honor and all
positive things required for human life as well as
for the rest of the creatures. Come what may, she is
consistent with her attitude and behavior towards
him.

What the female is required to do is she should
maintain whatever she has got and furthermore, she
needs to keep pace with the male in such a Way that
the norms and values of the society will maintain
the spirit of traditionalism and modernism. If she
is able to do it boldly or to rise it will benefit the
society and her identity.

De-Evolution of Man

Don 't you simply love modern technology? We can adjust
the temperature anytime we simply aren't comfortable
enough, just jump in the car and be in the next town to
see your friend usually in the matter of only minutes. If
you want a drink not only do you have more than water to
choose from all the water you do consume is purified and
filtered and only a few steps away flowing freely from the
tap with just twist of a knob. You wouldn't even consider
drinking straight from a lake, pond, stream or puddle like
most any other living creature. We not only enjoy and take
for granted all the luxuries our grandparents ever dreamed
of we consider them necessities. Thirty years ago, air
conditioning was an amenity only enjoyed by those of
substantial wealth. We as a human race are simply softening
our bodies and minds to a point in which the average body
is beyond weak, and the average mind generally just plain
stupid. I know you are thinking I am nuts and have no
clue as to what I am saying but let me help make all this make 
sense. Just keep reading. Despite all the technology
we're dumber now than 300 years ago. Today if you
want something to eat, you have multitude of options.
You can usually get up, go to the refrigerator or the
pantry and find something that suits your fancy. If not, you 
can always head out to the nearest drive through or go to your
favorite restaurant and have a trained chef prepare a four course
dinner that if you really aren’t completely satisfied with, you can always
have sent back and re prepared to precise specification.
As recently as 100+ years ago, the average person
still relied heavily on the Mother Nature for their daily
nourishment. They had to be skilled at growing their own
vegetables without the benefit of pesticides, herbicides and
government aid when things still didn’t go right. They had
to be skilled at trapping or hunting and preparing their kill
properly and identified spoiled meats instantly. Most all
families harvest natural fruits and herbs which lead to the
requirements of identifying which is a good berry or one
that will make you sick.
Now not to sound insulting but in all honesty, could you
hunt in the wild? Catch fish by fashioning your worn nets,
rods, lines, hooks and baits locate and harvest your own
fruits grow your own vegetables and hunt and track your
own game? Because all of these were trades that even-
family had to adopt and utilize simply to survive. Not to
mention figuring out how to store and keep your food,
Now I my self grew up in Pokhara. I did cycling since I
was old enough to hold a small handle bar on my own and
have gotten pretty good at that. However, this would be an
undertaking I am sure I myself could not manage. Could
you even build your own shelter?
Remember, no power tools available. Point here is how
many people in today’s society do you think could survive
without all the things we take for granted on a daily basis?
I'm picking on mankind as a whole. Due to the continual
increase in technology we are going completely stupid in
the areas of knowledge that allows us to survive on our
own, without the benefit of modern inventions. In my
study, I can estimate that 75 to 90% of the population would
disappear if all electricity use were to cease. Technology is
also weakening our bodies. Now to be completely honest,
you ’re a weak example of muscle, flexibility and
immunity and so am I and everyone else you know. Don ’t
feel bad Wrap your mind around this for a moment.
Everyone has heard of and probably had the flu at one
point. Yet 300 years ago the flu was possibly fatal when
contracted. Today a shot can keep you from contracting
it. However, in doing so your body loses its natural ability
to fight ofl infection, bacteria and foreign bodies. Like
training for a sport your body needs practice to become
strong with its immune system. Like all living things,
bacteria and viruses evolve to survive. So with a tragically
inexperienced immune system when a new virus does
develop our body is a lot less likely to be able to deal with
it. Example- the plague
As far as your body itself goes, cars are big of a threat
as a new plague. Many generations ago, every time we
moved, it was on foot. Anything that had to be moved was
done by physical power. It is well documented that people
would walk hundreds of miles a year in migration. Could
you imagine trying that? One of the number one ways
to lose weight is to simply go for a walk everyday. Our
muscles are less developed now than ever. Despite all the
drugs and equipment we have to say “in shape ” our bodies
aren ’t even at half their potential condition.
Look at the nature all around us and compare what you
see. A muscle works the same way in all animals, yet a
cheetah can run 50 plus mph and drag four times its body
weight. Can you? I sure you can ’t. Now this is not to say
I don ’t enjoy air conditioning, cars and vaccines, but
think about this. If we lose electricity, we lose almost all
modern amenities. Could you survive that happening and
how many people do you know that could? According to
the study, there has been the decline in the average I. Q.
in recent years,’ because of medical advancements and no
natural predators causing human population to increase
and average I. Q. to decrease. The human brain capacity
is shrinking by 10% which is less brain capacity than a
monkey uses. This concludes that we (human) are de-evolving from a man to a monkey.
 

Regret

If was a hot day. My mother had been complaining about
her headache since the morning. Perhaps the headache was
due to the hot weather. I suggested consulting the doctor.
She appreciated my suggestion, but refused to go to hospital
alone. It was half past one. My mother and I stepped out of
the house in the scorching sun with an umbrella overhead,
both of us in the quest of hiding from the sun.
We went to regional hospital which was within the walking
distance fiom our house. We waited outside the doctor ’s
room, sitting on a bench which was kept in aisle. Two of
my neighbors were busy having a chat with each other,
which was heavily accompanied by frequent laughter. But
their laughter halted out of nowhere. At the other end of the
aisle, I could see some health assistants with a stretcher
trolley with a young girl lying unconsciously on it, who was
bleeding heavily. Her brother was also keeping his pace with
the trolley. “Hurry up and call the doctor ” one of the nurses
was shouting. The trolley passed swiftly by me, having a
drop of her blood trickled on my pants. She was taken to
the operation theater. Her brother was not allowed to go
inside the theater even though he wanted to. He approached
towards me, kicked the bench on which I was sitting, and
burst into tears. My mind fluctuated between the two: shall
I try to pacify him or shall I not? However, I did what a
human should have done then - I tried to pacify him and
persuaded him that the situation would get better. I could
hear somebody behind me whispering to the other guy that
she had had a gruesome accident.
After a while, her parents came running, tracing the path they
ran with their tears. Her father was in such an agony that he
had left his home, putting on two different slippers. I could
not help myself I also began to weep together with them-
They threw themselves at me and cried ‘Oh my daughter-
my Liza’. They wept ferociously. I tried to appease the
situation by coaxing them that their daughter would be fine
soon I could see her brother waiting impatiently’ moving to
 and fro outside the operation theater door My mother Came
out after the diagnosis. She was aghast by the melancholy
ambiance. She was unaware of what had happened. I told
her everything about that young girl. My words made her
cry. Suddenly, a nurse appeared from the operation theater
All of us stared at her with our curious eyes. “The patient
has lost too much blood. She is in dire need of the blood. Her
blood group is B negative which is rare. We have contacted
all the available blood banks but failed to find the blood of
the same blood group. Does anyone of you have the same
blood group? ” She was waiting for the answer. I looked at
my companions. Their pale faces grew paler. I didn't know
my blood group. I had no hopes that my blood group would
be B negative; after all it is so rare. The nurse returned
to the operation ward without a word. I had a disdain for
myself I knew that she was slipping away from our hands,
but there was nothing I could do. I was completely helpless.
I cried bitterly. When I closed my eyes, her bloodied face
haunted me. In the meantime the doctor came out with pale
face - a silence that made everybody silent. We could read
his face. “She is no more with us” his lips uttered in most
faint manner. Her parents and brother were out of bounds.
They cried bitterly. The agony was intense.
My mother and I hurried to console them. This went on for
hours. Finally her dead body was taken for funeral. My
mother and I returned home with heaps of emotions for the
unknown lady. I could not sleep well that night. The advent
of her helpless face in my mind made me incapacitated. I
fell sick for a couple of days. I went to the doctor in the
same hospital for the treatment. He said that my condition
was not so bad, but a blood test was preferred. ‘There is no
real need to panic ’, he said after having my blood examined-
‘And what about the blood group, doctor? ' I asked. Then
he replied ‘Your blood group is rarest of its kind.... It’s B
negative...- Safal Adhikari

Amateur Love

It was hard for me to understand what the so called “Love”
actually was...     
I could feel the distance from her, a distance that would
never be covered again.
You must know how it feels like when you are relieved from
some vigorous work. I was feeling the same kind of feeling
when I finished S.L.C. examination. The actual definition
of S.L.C. is often marred by such cliches as “Iron gate",
“Turning point of life”. With all this pressure mounted
on my head, I still took the examination comfortably and
hopefully got good marks. Someone has truly said “each
success buys an admission ticket to a new and more difficult
problem Soon after the exam was over, a new pressure
mounted on me usurping the earlier one. To join a perfect
college was my main goal now and the bridge course was
the perfect way to prepare for the entrance exam. Along with
my friends of school I went to the institute to get my name
registered. I had to study hard; I should be able to compete
for the best college. This was all that that was running round my brain at that
time. But all this imaginations and lofty ambitions started
averting out of my brain when I saw a girl standing next
to me. Her charming face was driving me into the world of
imagination and thoughtfulness. I felt like she was the kind
of the girl I had been searching for all along. As I felt this, I
was lost looking at her eyes which were surprisingly looking
at me. Her wonderful smile may not have been for me for she
was talking to someone on the phone.
For the next few days all I did was think of her. She used
to sit on the first bench. I was on the third bench but I felt
like I was some thousand miles away from her. I could do
nothing but just to stare at her charming and lovely face.
“Hey! Sabi, look, that guy is looking at you continuously,”
said one of her friends. I was very nervous to hear that but
when she ignored her friend claim, I felt like she also had
some feelings for me. Days were running like the winning
horse in horse race and soon the classes were over. I could
not even speak to her and I thought the feelings for her were
also over with the classes.
But those feelings rejuvenated again when I saw her in the
same college where I was admitted. Those lost hopes started
to take birth again. I felt that was the happiest day in my
life but I was not sure why I was feeling so much happy.
May be because now I can speak to her, I can share my
feelings with her, I can forward our relationship and many
more reasons.
I got her cell number from her school prospectus that was
in the college library. It was my first call to a girl. “Hello...
hello there!...who is on the phone?”, she replied with the
delicate voice. Her voice whispered to me like the chilly
breeze of the night and I could feel the pressure of my fingers
against me. Her voice was sweet, soft and ornate. Form the
same day our friendship started and I was feeling like I was
in love with her. It was difficult for me to understand what
the so called “Love” actually was but I still had the feeling
of it. We used to share our notebooks and every Single time
we did that I was the one dissolved completely in the stem
of nervousness. May be I was nervous because I never did it
before, never even talked with a girl.
The days collapsed like the melting ice placed at 100
degree Celsius and the college days were also over. Class
XI students announced “bidai programme” for us and we
were all invited. The boys and girls all were looking dashing
in the programme. But she was the one who dragged my
attention all the way out of this universe and made my
heart beat faster. I had made plans to propose to her that
day and I made myself prepared the day before. I was not
sure if she also had the same feelings for me. I went towards
her but with every step I added; the heart also augmented
the same number of beats. I was nervous for my feelings.
emotions, love as well as friendship was at stake. My friends
used to encourage me and tell me that I must overcome
my diffidence. It was not my diffidence. It was in fact my
apprehension. Finally the moment arrived, the moment 1
had been waiting for so long time. I threw away my fear,
snatched every feeling I had for her out of my heart and fold
her that I love her to death.

The lake was quiet silent; the sun was visible against the
horizon like a half eaten orange. I didn’t even remember
what happened. I had been lost in the world of tunes unaware
of the shadow beside me. I had heard the music then, music
completely different from what came out of my earphones,
different from any kind of music I had heard before. It was
the music of my beating heart. But I then suddenly realized
the separation. It wasn’t my heart, I realized it again in the
darkness, it was my dreams, the very reflection of the world.
I had lived in. it was my fear of loneliness, and illusion of
the dreams that led me to the bank of the lake that night. I
could feel the distance from her, a distance that could never
be covered again.
I wished to see beyond the sun that made the days bright
and visible, and the dark Cloud that hid the mean. for I had
now realized that what I thought of love and life was just an
illusion. It was the reflection of the world I had lived in. It
was an ephemeral feeling, it was an amateur love.
                                                                                 -Sudip Dhakal

Mother

Have you ever met someone who could light up a room?
Who could make others feel special just with their presence?
Who would cook you chicken soup when you were sick, be
the first one to wish you happy birthday, be the one
tucked you in at night? Have you ever met someone who let
you lick the frosting from the spoon while making a cake,
promise not to tell your dad when you got in trouble, sneak
a meal to you, when you were grounded? Of course you
have, they ’re Moms.
 
Moms make a deal with God during pregnancy that if they
can have a healthy child they will spend the rest of their
lives putting themselves second to their children. They
bring us home incapable of doing anything and teach us
everything. How to tie our shoes; comb our hair; brush our
teeth. They teach us invaluable lessons like: look both ways
before crossing the street, don ’t talk to strangers, be fair,
be courteous, and mind your manners. Moms bring us the
world in small doses.

Then life goes on, birthdays pass, parent-teacher meetings,
first dates, broken hearts, first crushes, graduation, life. Till
you have a family of your own and the cycle begins again.
I don 't think very many of us realize what a sacrifice our
mothers make when they make their pact with God (Always
to be second; always to put our needs first).
Moms (not necessarily birth mothers; there is a difference)
in some cases put their own hopes and dreams on a shelf
to gather dust just so they can see us smile, laugh, cry. The
great ones would give their life for us, many have. If you
go to Washington, DC you ’ll see a tomb for the Unknown
Soldier and the Washington Monument, but where ’s the
monument to Moms? It ’s a funny thing about Moms, most
of the time they ’re not even looking for any credit. They
just want to stay involved, want to be a part, want to share
a life with us. Moms just want to make us better. Better
enough so that we can stand on our own two feet and make
a dflerence in this world. Moms are the generals that
prepare us for life. Let ’s not forget it.

We all have our time in the sun but let 's never forget we are
the sons and daughters of someone who made a choice the
day we were born that we came first. Love your Mom. They
won ’t always be around. So when they're gone and the
phone doesn’t ring on your birthday and you don't have
someone to hug to tell you it's going to be okay, you won't
have any regrets. Love your Mom.

The story of the four candles

The four candles are burning slowly. The ambiance was so
soft that you hear them talking.
The first candle said, "I am Peace. However, nobody can
keep me lit. I believe I will go out."
Then its flame rapidly diminished and went out completely.
The second candle said."I am Faith. Most of all I am no
longer indispensable so it does not make any sense that I
stay any longer." When that candle finished talking, a breeze
softly blew on it putting It out.
Sadly the third candle spoke in its tum, "I am Love. I haven't
got the strength to stay lit. People put me aside and don't
understand my importance. They even forget to love those
nearest to them." And waiting no longer it went out.
Suddenly a child entered the room and sees three candles
not burning, "Why are you not burning? You are supposed
to stay lit till the end." After saying that, the child began to
cry.
Then the fourth candle said, "Do not be afraid when I am
still burning. We can relight the other candles, I am Hope."
Then with shining eyes the child took the candle of hope and
lit the other candles. The total meaning that the story carries
is that the flame of hope should never go out from our life
and that each of us can maintain hope, faith, peace and love.
Our life cannot be meaningful without these four things.

Fear of Death

Meditate for a minute, take a long breathe and answer a question, "Are you afraid of your demise?" Obviously many of us fear death. We believe in death because we have been told we will die. We just have such mind makeup but the fact is that no one knows either our death is the final event or not. If it isn't what happens next? We are speechless.
 
Actually we associate ourselves with the body and know that bodies die. But some new scientific theories suggest that death is not the terminal event we think.
 
Bio centrism, a new scientific theory, refines the idea of a well-known aspect of quantum physics. It states that certain observations cannot be predicted absolutely. Instead, there is a range of possible observations corresponds to a different probability and each of these possible observations corresponds to a different universe.

The number of universes is infinite, and everything that could possibly happen occurs in some universe. Death does not exist in any real sense in these scenarios. All possible universes exist simultaneously, regardless of what happens in any of them. Although individual bodies are destined to self-destruct, the alive feeling — the ‘Who am I?’- is the result of energy operating in the brain. But this energy doesn’t go away at death. One of the surest axiom of science is that energy never dies; it can neither be created nor destroyed. But does this energy transcend from world to the other? It's a brainstorming question for all.

According to Bio centrism, space and time are not the complex objects we think. Wave your hand through the air if you take everything away, what‘s left‘? Nothing... Similarly, just look at the sky above you and you'll find it blue. You say it is blue though you have nothing to observe because you are already told that it is blue. The same thing applies for time. You can’t see anything through the bone that surrounds your brain. Everything you see and experience right now is a whirl of information occurring in your mind and the impact of outer world on you. Space and time are simply the tools for putting everything together.
In fact, death does not exist in a timeless, space less world. In the end, even Einstein admitted, “Now Besso” (an old friend) “has departed from this strange world a little ahead of me. That means nothing. People like us know that the distinction between past, present and future is only a stubbornly persistent illusion.” Hence immortality doesn’t mean a perpetual existence in time without end, but rather resides outside time altogether.
 
No living beings die instead their physical body gets expired. I advise the entire world not to be afraid of death. Just you need to do is be self-centric but never run after others’ sayings. To die is not the end of life but it is the phenomenon of shifting the universe from where you are at present. So why not to accept it wholeheartedly?

The Destiny of a street child

I was then in a hospital. I was worried not because of my
illness, typhoid but because of the scene before me. He
was a small boy, maybe an orphan. Oh! I was sure he was
a street boy who was sleeping covered with a blanket of
a jute sack. His clothes were shabby. He was sleeping. A
crowd was seen being approached there. I heard a person
had died there. The cry of the family reached my ear as
well as the street boy. He woke up and covered his body
with the blanket. He ran to a shop so as to get some slices
of bread. He ate up the slices of bread. He was satisfied
that day. In the evening he was hungry and angry again.
He moved here and there but all that was in vain. It was
too much for him. The hungrier he was, the more he
tightened his belt. He could not sleep even for a minute.
What an unfortunate child! Don't you think that child had
right to the basic needs like food, cloth, shelter, health
and education? Are you ready enough to help such street
children?

Miniature Fantasy

I was reading a novel in my room and there was a dead
silence in the room. Suddenly, I heard a big 'BANG'
'DOOM' and I flung my book towards the comer of the
room and I was numb with fear. Immediately, I rushed out
of my home to see what had happened. I was astonished
to see a bus being burnt and, a group of people on strike_
One of the persons there was badly hurt and there was no
one to help him.
That scene had left a great effect in my mind. Then I
thought; how will the world go on if these sorts of things
happen every day? People say that these sorts of things
occur every day. People say that they live with the feeling
of brotherhood. It's quite pity to hear people because the
drift of their words is limited only in the speeches. In real,
no one has such true feeling.
It only feels peace when I stare at the moon among the
twinkling stars in the sky at night. The panoramic sight of
the moon takes my breath away. .
When I stare at the moon and the stars, it seems as if there
is another world in the sky with moon and stars. Then, I
begin having my miniature fantasy of having wings so that
I could fly up to the sky and wander around the world. I
would go up to that world and never return. I would forget
everything which I have now. I would forget my family,
my relations, someone who always thinks good of me and
also someone who never wishes for my good fortune. I
would create my new life there.
When I hear somebody uttering God's name and praying
to God, it makes me laugh; because I've never believed
in God. But, today when I just go out and see the world
with my eyes, I tell, "God! Where are you? Please come
and give me wings so that I can fly up to world of fantasy 
and meander away from this world which is
advancing towards the black."

Impression

A person to share everything is my friend.
Thoughts, feelings and emotion are controlled by brain .
Every new morning brings new thoughts In Life.
Let's try to grasp the chance with flying time.
To know the meaning of the world I'm curious.
To dive into such a vast world I'm serious.
Understand the value of every object without discrimination
Pacify the superiority of people with logical impression.
Try to be spontaneous and joyful with nature.
But it is deteriorating due to lack of character.
Splendor, beauty and scenery make our place divine.
If we care for it, it supports our life to shine.
Never forget your duty wherever you are.
Remember my guidelines though I am far.

Teachers in view of students

I am among the students living an early stage of life.
My view towards teachers can be the feeling of other
students too. For me, teachers are the adherents for us,
students providing full vigor to us to succeed in our life.
It's said that life is the ground to study and living a life of
human means walking on the path full of learning.
We have lived only a small part of journey. With innocent
mind we have started our life. And in that situation, the
fresh words of teachers have removed our immaturity. All
the creatures have come in the world with an empty mind.
It's true that god has created us and has given us the life of
humans. But in absence of knowledge in us, there would
be no life of a human. Teachers can be referred to as the
god and we think of them as god because only keeping
steps on land does not mean to live. It is through teachers
we are bestowed on knowledge that 1S essential for us in
student life.
Yes we are given books and are given an open field to
walk by studying the things aside. But teachers have given
us the guidance through which we are able to know about
those things. Nature provides us all the sources of learning
and the easiest source of learning for a human is the human
himself or herself who can speak and understand the
aspects of other humans.
We did not know anything in the world in the past. The
sense of being engaged, vigor, prudence, capability to
succeed, capability of assessment and many more qualities
are gained from teachers. It depends upon our attitude
whether they are utilized or not. Providing their learning
and experiences, they get us to abate all the bad aspects
within us and provide us the life skills so that tackling the
problems becomes easier just because of the presence of
teachers. I can imagine only a wretched life in the absence
of teachers. The most strenuous works are made easier by
teachers. We would be stretching our arms for goodness
but it’s also true that we would be walking around like
headless chickens in absence of teachers. The activities of
all the teachers are commendable. Hope teachers will give
us the privilege of teaching and guiding us and
whenever possible. 

 

Facebook

Facebook is the biggest social networking site where we
can share our ideas, feelings, photographs, videos etc. The
founder of the face book was a twenty year old boy named
Mark Zuckersberg. With the help of some of his friends
he founded Facebook about nine years ago. Facebook has
more fans than any other things in the world. It has proved
to be a boon for all of us. Its popularity has reached such
an extent that most of the people in this world have their
Facebook account.
Using Facebook has got many advantages. As this is a
social networking site, we can know about the current
activities going on in our country as well as in the
world. We can share so many things through Facebook.
Many people can see our achievements just because of
the Facebook. Together with this, we can chat with our
relatives, friends and whosoever we like. We can increase
the number of friends who we would like to chat with. It
helps us to widen the horizon of our knowledge. Someone
can share their difficulties with us and we can be the ones
to help them when required. It can be our friend whenever
we are alone or lonely.
Despite some advantages it has got many disadvantages
as well. Because of getting too much occupied with the
fun through Facebook, we are likely to forget our duties
and responsibilities we are assigned to do. Often we
find it to have been misused in different ways. Because
of the application of the Facebook many leaders and the
VIPs are found to have been harassed time and often.
The photograph of an individual is disfigured or misused
just to trouble the targeted person. Owing to such misuse,
some countries have banned Facebook
To sum up, Facebook does have some disadvantages.
However, strict policies can be formulated and strictly
be implemented. To a large extent, let's be aware of the
consequences of its misuse and promise or plead for its
best application, for the cause of humanity
.

Female Violence in Nepal

The state of depriving female of their rights and torturing
them physically and mentally is female violence. It has
become a burning issue in Nepal these days.
Following the trend of patriarchy the society has been
humiliating the women. Such women in many rural
areas are treated very badly. They are still compelled to
be confined to the four walls of the house. The things
provided to them are just the household chores and rearing
of children. They are not allowed to get into the outside
world and interact with the fresh world. This act was
somehow tolerable because even the same women who
were humiliated had no guts to speak. But these days the
condition has become worse. Humiliation has risen to such
an extent that it is beyond endurance.
Recently many rape cases have been alarmingly reported.
Every day we hear about gang rapes and above all. the
death of the innocent individuals at the termination point.
This is mainly because of men who think of themselves
to be superior. Be it the bus or any public place, girls or
women are not safe at all. Superstition also has played a
vital role in influencing female violence. Time and often
we can hear about humiliation  on the women
blaming them for witchcraft. They are not only scolded
but also given severe punishment.
Marriage system that is prevalent in Nepal is defective.
Marriage is thwarted if dowry is not offered to the
bridegroom's family. Even if  marriage takes place, the
newly married female member is tortured physically and
mentally by the in-laws.
Girls or women are being trafficked and sold to especially
Indian brothels daily. There is no one to listen to their
heart-rending cries.
That is why now it is getting late. Still there is time for
us to work collectively. The government, the INGO's. the
NGO's and we individuals have to raise the voice against
female violence and emancipate  from this
injustice. Hope we will be successful in the near future.
For how long is this kind of system supposed to continue?
No one can easily answer this question. The steps
by the government are not enough for this, So let's work
on it.

Best Friends

The sun was shining and the environment was pleasant.
Every face was charming. The kids were with their parents
and it was the first day of their new school. They sat inside
their respective classes with great enthusiasm.
Two girls sat side by side because their previous school
was the same and they knew each other. In the course
of time, these two girls Anna and Roma became good
friends.
The next day, these two girls met another girl Soyanka
who didn't have any friend. So she joined them and with
time those three became best friends. They shared their
joys and sorrows with each other. They used to encourage
each other for every good work. Other classmates also
used to appreciate their friendship. They had a strong bond
between them. In this way, they completed their primary
and secondary school education.

After completing secondary level education, Roma and
Soyanka joined the same school for higher secondary
education but Anna didn't. Though they were in the
different schools, bond between Anna and Roma was as
strong as before.
With the change of time, strength of bond between Roma
and Soyanka was weakening. Soyanka used to ignore
Roma. But externally, they used to show others that
they're still best friends. During the last few months of
high school they became tired of acting. Other classmates
came to know about their state of friendship and took
advantage of that.
Then after high school, they joined different universities
in the same city. But they were unknown about that. Then
a question strikes on my mind, were they really best
friends?

The way I had chosen

The environment was pin drop silent. Only one sound was
of the rustling of leaves. Sign of the presence of man was
not found except a lonesome person. It was me myself. I
was thinking of something different, playing with angels
flying on the back of the horse which would have wings.
To my surprise, something happened which blew my head
off. I could not believe my eyes. My eyes were enjoying
the beautiful scenario of the golden stairs which had
extended fiom earth to infinity. It was really wonderful
to look at.
 
I was staring at the stairs. Suddenly I saw someone coming
towards me from the point where the stairs had been based.
My eyes then became able to catch sight of her. It did not
take me a second to recognize her. I thought she was the
very angel I had expected to see. Then as per my wish
she took me with her. I comfortably reached the place
where the path diverged. We stopped there and I thought I
could get the opportunity to talk with her. No sooner had
I been ready to talk with her than she vanished leaving
me alone in the unidentified world. Then I had to lead my
way myself. I was in dilemma regarding the choice of the
way I was supposed to go. Then I saw that one way led
to the infinite height of the elevator and the other was a
kind of void. I made up my mind to choose the way up
to the infinite height of the elevator. I was not aware that
it would be my greatest mistake. Now many ages have
passed but I have still been stuck to the elevator. The only
thing which accompanied me was my entire loneliness.
Therefore, I wish I could go back to my lovely earth.

The Window of the Hospital

Two men, both seriously ill occupied the same room of the hospital. One man was allowed to sit up on his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window.
 
The other patient had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours about their families and about their homes where they had been on vacation.
 
An every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for that one hour period where his world would be broadened and enlivened
by all the activity and color of the world outside.
 
The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water when children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm in the place where there were flowers of every colour of the rainbow. Grand old trees graced the landscape, and a fine view of
the city sky line could be seen in the distance.
 
As the man by the window was describing all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the pictures of scene.
 
On the warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man could not hear the band, he could see it in his mind's eyes as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with the descriptive words. Days and weeks passed in the same way
 
One morning the nurse came in only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died in his sleep peacefully. She was saddened by the death and called the hospital attendants to take the body away. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved to the place next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch. After making sure he could feel
comfortable, she left him alone. Slowly and painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the world outside. Finally he would have the joy of seeing it for himself. He strained to look out the window beside the bed. It faced a blank wall. When the nurse came in, the man asked her what could have compelled his demised roommate to describe such wonderful things outside the window. She replied that the man was blind and could not even see the wall. She further said, "Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you." The story means that there is tremendous happiness in making other people happy despite our own difficult situations. Shared grief is half the sorrow, is doubled. People will forget what you said. People will also forget what you did. But people will never forget how you made them feel.

Just for you

Yor are an apple of my eyes, more precious to me than anything else in the world. Without you, the World would be a dark and desolate place to live in. I simply love being in love with you. You are refreshingly cool like a light breeze on hot sunny day. You are like an oasis in a desert where Weary travelers take a sigh of relief. Your humour makes me laugh in the midst of failures and frustrations of life. The more I try to understand you, the more confused I become. You are my guide, friend and philosopher. Without you I would have been a savage living in ignorance. Whatever I am today is because of you. I owe you an immense debt of gratitude.
 
You are so simple, even simpler than any other thing created in this world. Yet, in your simplicity, you are the most beautiful one in this world. I am fully confident that you are delicate yet I hope you will live as long as the universe exists, as long as the sun shines and the
stars twinkle. People often laugh at me wondering how I manage to spend hours in your company. The crazy world spends and cares for wealth and riches but I just care for
you. Guess what! I am talking about my lovely mother, the dearest one.

Mom, you brought me in this beautiful world with new dreams. Not only that, you also take care of me very much. Whenever I have a minor pain, you are always there beside me Just to take care of me. Whenever I am happy you, too, become happy. Similarly, whenever you find me unhappy, tears roll down your cheeks. You always understand my tensions and anxieties. When I study properly and secure a good position in class, you look the happiest person in the world. You brought me up to this stage and now I have been able to understand you as well.
 
"Mom, you are great." There still are many children who are far away from the love and care of their mother. The father, when the mother dies, marries for the second time. Such second wife does not look after her step son or step daughter. In the course of time, the father starts listening to his new wife. There is high chance for those kids to be totally neglected. Now the question arises: will we be
neglected if there is our mother? Probably it won't happen. Therefore, mother is the most important person for every child. She is the light of her children's eyes. Hence, my dear mom, I love you.

Life in the midst of throns

It was a cold chilly morning. He rose up from his bed, from his deep sleep where there was a line of dreams awaiting for him. It was the only day he woke up on his own. Yes, he got up feeling chilling cold.
 
One peculiar thing in him was that he loved night more than day. He did not know when he had last seen his father or mother. He didn't even know when he had last heard any sound or word from anyone. Similarly, he didn't know when he had got enough food though rotten or stale. He did not know who exactly he was. He had not even had a full breath. Every day was full of difficulties. It was always the same. There was some suffocation inside him. He was buried inside himself. He possessed nothing at all. There was no one to help him in the midst of crowd. Seeing this,
we get confused to classify life — a flower or a thorn? Truly his life was always in the midst of thorns.
 
But today his life has been different. He has got rid of all difficulties; he has been of some use. Yes, his dream came true. Today the life that was so rude to him is now no more. The life that gave him all those difficulties is not there. Today he need not gaze everywhere for food; he need not see that cruel world; he need not hear those rude voices and the greatest thing that he has achieved so far is that he need not live. He can sleep forever and dream forever. None will be able to wake him up. Today there will be no day for him and there will be night forever. That suffocation is Oven Today is the happiest day for him. He has become able to be free from himself. Now the vultures are living on the garbage Without his blanket and are snatching his body for flesh. He remained silent during his lifetime but
has fed his lifetime but today he has been able to Show this cruel world that he has fed his own body to some creatures. It is really a great blow to this selfish world.

Fear of Losing you

"If you feel afraid to go and switch on the light of a dark room then just think that god is catching your hand and is leading you up to the switch, then your fear will vanish." This was what my dad told me when I was a small .kid. Since then I had never been scared of darkness. Every time I had to face darkness I felt the presence of an invisible power called 'god'. Actually not only the darkness, I did
not get scared of anything when I thought of god. But today I have fear in myself. It is not the fear of darkness or ghost. Ever since I have met you I have fear of losing you. The feeling of the presence of god also is unable to remove this fear from my mind. I don't know why but I feel that god won't help me in this regard. Before I met you I boasted that I would not be frightened of anything. But now I seem to be the most cowardly. You came to my life in such a way that now I fear how I will spend even a single moment without you. You taught me the meaning of love and care. You taught me the way to live and you made each step of my life easier. But nowadays I hear that you are planning to send me away from yourself. And this is what makes me fear. In these nine years of our relationship you never ever hurt me. Most often I hurt you instead and yet you never reacted against it. You just excused me for all my mistakes. You do have a big heart, my dear. I do not have the courage to bear the pain of separation from you. I trusted you more than I trusted my own soul but you are
trying to break that trust and send me away from you.
 
I know you will say that it's you yourself who are going away and yes it's reality but how can I stay here as you have already replaced me by someone else? How can I stay with you in this hostile situation? The fear of losing you soon is just killing me, giving me too much pain. The fear of separation is just killing me, But I am not angry with you because you are just fulfilling
your duty by replacing me.

Science

Science is a subject
Which helps us to know object
Big area in history it covers
Always many things it discovers
We can learn about many things 
Plants, Stones, Nature and living beings 
Science has become a point of our life   
Without it ,we cannot be safe and alive 
There are many things to learn   
I love reading with fun.         
It is important part of today's generation 
It is an important subject to build our nation.

Where did you go Mother?

Was this the reason you prepared me to fight fear?
- If leaving me alone in this world was your plan.
then why did you cry when l was in pain?
Where did you go mother?
Every night in the moonlit sky, l wish to see you on my
bed where I lie and search for the very brightest star
knowing that it is my mom.
— Awaiting your return to earth, but mom, why did you
choose to live with moon?
Was this loving child not enough?
Every moment my heart cries
And at times my tears decide the fate of my day, my
life.
Where did you go Mother?
If the sky is your life and fate
Please mom, take me to wherever you are;
Let me live with you
At least I can be with you forever
And rest in the refuge of your comforting lap
Where did you go mother? 
Why did you go mother?    
I dread opening my eyes because I Know the reality
You are not with me            
and will never be...          

What The F****?

When I take a long time
- I am slow;
When my boss takes a long time
- He is thorough;
When I don't do it.
- I am lazy;
When my boss doesn't do it
- He is too busy;
When I do something without being told
- I am trying to be smart;
When my boss does the same
- That is initiative;
When I please my boss.
- I am apple polishing;
When my boss please me
- He is co-operating;
When I do good.
- My boss never remembers;
When I do bad.
- He never forgets. 

Miss you

After you left, days and night passed by
It was so hard for me to live that I thought I would die
After you left, I lost everything

Among them your friendship was my main thing
After you left, I lost everything
There was no light and it was so cold
But I endured myself thinking you and the dark world
are phases of my life
You gave me happiness and the dark world made me
difficult to survive
After you left, I didn't have any option rather than cry
My life has become like a pond which is nearly going
to dry.   

Edutainment

The life of a student is as boring as
Can be studying, some people think
Is the only thing we need.
It's true that it helps us in our future
But studying all the time is a big torture
Games are fun
You could lose a ton
We should do a little of both
To balance our growth
Studying you must do 
But remember to have fun too.

Secret of Success

Take pain, said the window.
“Keep cool,” said the window
Don t stop ,said the green light
Drive hard," said the hammer.
Measure up," said the scale.
Be up to date," said the calendar.
Be sharp," said the knife.
Be accountable", said the ledger.
Make bright around you", said the fire
"Stick to it", said the glue    
"Be an original",said the fire .  

Soldier

If I die in a war zone,
Box me up and send me home,
Put my gun on my chest,
And tell my mom that I did my best,
Tell my dad not to bow,
He'll not get any tension from me now,
Tell my brother to study perfectly,
Keys of my bike will be his permanently,
Tell my sister not to be upset,
Her brother won't rise after this sunset,
Tell my friends, they are the heartiest,
And also tell them to continue the same
Tell my love not to cry,
"Because I am a soldier born to die."

My Parents

Somebody has given me birth
And they had brought me on earth
Somebody has given me soul
And that's it without any fault
Somebody has told me I must see the world.
Somebody has taught me I must stand in the world
They had given me such a good suggestion
And I will be in their position
They teach me to live in peace
They care me without any risk.
If people would ask me who are they ?
And I will be proud and say
They are my parents
I will care them until my life span

Fail?

It is not the fault of the student if he/she fails because
the year only has 365 days. Typical Academic year for
students.
1. Sunday/Saturday = 52 in a year, you know
Saturdays are for rest, days left 313 days.
2. Summer Holidays = 11 days, left 302 days.
3. 8 hours daily sleep = 130 days, left 172 days
4. 1 hour daily playing (good for health) = 15 days,
days left 157 days
5. 2 hours daily for food and delicacies = Means 30
days, left 127 days
6. 2 hours for talking with friends and other (man is
a social animal) = 30 days, left 97 days
7. For exam = 30 days, left 67 days
8. Quarterly, winter holidays and Festivals (holidays) = 50 days, left 17 days
9. For sickness = at least 5 days
10. Movies and Functions at least = 12 days, left 1
day
ll. That 1 day is your birthday
How you can study on that day ????????????????
Balance = O
"How can a student pass ???!!!."

Change your Thinking

By changing your thinking,
You change your beliefs;
When you change your beliefs,
You change your expectations;
When you change your expectations;
You change your attitude,
When you change you attitude,
You change your behavior;
When you change your behavior,
You change your performance;
When you change your performance;
You change your life.

A Good Student

A= Always liked by everyone
G= Greets everyone with smile
O= Obedient to teacher
O= On time to school
D= Dresses neat and clean
S= Studies with interest
T= Treats everyone with respect
U= Understands everything taught
D= Does daily home work.
E= Eager to know new things
N=Never misbehaves
T=Talks less in class room.

Education

Oh God! Education is so hard
It always makes my mind sharp
Math gives me chill
Though doing it is a thrill
Physics is not too bad
But numerical makes me sad
Chemistry is bright alright,
But education gives me fright
English, no doubt, ls easy
But writing essays,l feel so lazy.
Social is quite interesting,
But the mysteries are disturbing.
Health is very good
It makes me in mood.
Nepali is so confusing
And makes me frightening.
Friends, here is a piece of advice
Go ahead with life
Grasp education.
it's your life. 

Peace

Peace begins with me
Starting over and breaking free.
Peace begins with me
Opening my eyes and beginning to see,
 Peace begins with me
Curious about what I am going to be.
Peace begins with me
Knowing I no longer have to flee.
Peace begins with me
Having self dignity.
Peace begins with me
Taking on more responsibility,
Peace begins with me
Because peace is being happy.
This is why peace begins with me !

Dream

Everybody in this world likes to dream
It is so beautiful and sweet like a flower and cream
It comes while sleeping at night
And when you think about it
It comes with you while walking
Or when you sit
It is feeling which comes
Inside your heart
It always stays in your heart
Even though your heart falls apart.
So, everyone please dream high
And don’t say it good bye
As it is the thing which improves   
your life.          

Rivers

From the mountain, It flows down
To the sea where his friends are found
But it flows happily like a music of song
Its water goes to become lake or to become pond
Its water goes to farm which helps to grow corns
It flows in the forest between the trees
It makes the forest beautiful which everybody like to see
It never stops whether it is night or day
Going to the sea, It is daily routine of his
But it never says I will stop and not do this.

Goodbye

Being together year after year
you all have become very dear
I wish to stay with you all
And never bid good bye to all
Those serious and jolly talks
I'll never forget
Now I have to go away soon
However, the world is a small place
 So, we may meet one day
And recall the old school days.

Scream of Silence

Don't know what is wrong with me
Don't know why you're not talking to me
Lots of questions arise within me.
Don't you know the silence is killing me?
 
I can make my way through broken glass
What is the reason of your silence, I ask
I can stay on fire from dawn to dusk
But why is the silence screaming, I ask
 
I fear you are thinking the other way
Mind you, dear, dream and reality are far away
But you are sure to face it one day
But being silent you can never get away.

Difficult but Worth Doing

To believe when others doubt.
To study when others are sleeping.
To work when others are dreaming.
To dare when others are neglecting.
To forgive when others are judging.
To mend when others are breaking.
To give when others are grasping.
To smile when others are complaining
To bless when others are finding fault
To trust when others are assuring.
To love when others arebeating.

What is Life?

According to "rich man" 
Life is money!
According to “poor man"
Life is struggle!
According to "lovely Birds"
Life is a blooming orchard!
According to "soldier"
Life is war!
According to "Eagle"
Life is freedom!
According to ”Helpless bird in cage"
Life is bondage!
According to "a lover fallen in deep love"
Life is love!
According to "priest"
Life is path to reach god! 
According to” me"
Life is still an unanswered mystery!!!!