Miniature Fantasy

I was reading a novel in my room and there was a dead
silence in the room. Suddenly, I heard a big 'BANG'
'DOOM' and I flung my book towards the comer of the
room and I was numb with fear. Immediately, I rushed out
of my home to see what had happened. I was astonished
to see a bus being burnt and, a group of people on strike_
One of the persons there was badly hurt and there was no
one to help him.
That scene had left a great effect in my mind. Then I
thought; how will the world go on if these sorts of things
happen every day? People say that these sorts of things
occur every day. People say that they live with the feeling
of brotherhood. It's quite pity to hear people because the
drift of their words is limited only in the speeches. In real,
no one has such true feeling.
It only feels peace when I stare at the moon among the
twinkling stars in the sky at night. The panoramic sight of
the moon takes my breath away. .
When I stare at the moon and the stars, it seems as if there
is another world in the sky with moon and stars. Then, I
begin having my miniature fantasy of having wings so that
I could fly up to the sky and wander around the world. I
would go up to that world and never return. I would forget
everything which I have now. I would forget my family,
my relations, someone who always thinks good of me and
also someone who never wishes for my good fortune. I
would create my new life there.
When I hear somebody uttering God's name and praying
to God, it makes me laugh; because I've never believed
in God. But, today when I just go out and see the world
with my eyes, I tell, "God! Where are you? Please come
and give me wings so that I can fly up to world of fantasy 
and meander away from this world which is
advancing towards the black."