Where did you go Mother?

Was this the reason you prepared me to fight fear?
- If leaving me alone in this world was your plan.
then why did you cry when l was in pain?
Where did you go mother?
Every night in the moonlit sky, l wish to see you on my
bed where I lie and search for the very brightest star
knowing that it is my mom.
— Awaiting your return to earth, but mom, why did you
choose to live with moon?
Was this loving child not enough?
Every moment my heart cries
And at times my tears decide the fate of my day, my
life.
Where did you go Mother?
If the sky is your life and fate
Please mom, take me to wherever you are;
Let me live with you
At least I can be with you forever
And rest in the refuge of your comforting lap
Where did you go mother? 
Why did you go mother?    
I dread opening my eyes because I Know the reality
You are not with me            
and will never be...